just 5 minutes...

~~~

Yellowcard - Only One

Broken this fragile thing now
And I can't, I can't pick up the pieces
And I've thrown my words all around
But I can't, I can't give you a reason

I feel so broken up (so broken up)
And I give up (I give up)
I just want to tell you so you know

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one that gets me like you do
You are my only, my only one

Made my mistakes, let you down
And I can't, I can't hold on for too long
Ran my whole life in the ground
And I can't, I can't get up when you're gone

And something's breaking up (breaking up)
I feel like giving up (like giving up)
I won't walk out until you know

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one who gets me like you do
You are my only my only one

Here I go so dishonestly
Leave a note for you my only one
And I know you can see right through me
So let me go and you will find someone

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one, no one like you
You are my only, my only one
My only one
My only one
My only one
You are my only, my only one

~~~

if u could just give me 5 minutes, i'd be a happy man. i don't want to guess what you're thinking anymore, that usually doesn't go well for me. i just need to talk to you... if only u'd talk to me. life's just peachy.

to what extent...

should i have been there this afternoon? how much should i be there now? the way you're reacting to me just makes it harder for me to decide lah... but then again maybe this was part of your plan... oh well...

congrats to cheryl, huishan, koon and xuanrui on your bronzes. xr not bad man... just recovered from a broken collar bone and can still get medal hahaha to shufang... don't feel so bad ok? this was your 1st competition, and the pressure could've been too much for you to handle, i don't know, but i just hope u don't beat yourself up too much over it ok? :) just improve in time for nationals, and treat this as a learning experience. i'm sure all of you will improve in time for nationals.

suddenly thinking of campcraft comp in 2002. the thrice a week trg we had during the school holz, multiple blisters and rope burns under the sun. number of lashings tied, number of tent guy loops tightened after shouting out "GLENN!", all the bloody circuit training we did around the pavilion area, how bare the grass looked after we were done with it, and the number of holes in the ground. the amount of sweat that had seeped into the soil... and in the end we didn't even make it to the finals. was it 14th? somehow can't really remember... to think that was about 3 years ago around this period. and to think joshua and tze wei were both there as well, and now we're classmates! hahaha ahhhh when u look back u'll see how fun it was. don't worry :)life's just peachy.

hmmm...

~~~

An elderly woman walked into the Bank of Canada
one morning with a
purse
full of money. She wanted to open a savings
account and insisted on talking to the president of
the Bank
because, she said, she had a lot of money.

After many lengthy discussions (after all, the client
is always
right) an employee took the elderly woman to the
president's
office.

The president of the Bank asked her how much
she wanted to deposit.
She
placed her purse on his desk and replied,
"$165,000". The president was curious and asked
her how she had been
able
to save so much money. The elderly woman
replied that she made bets.

The president was surprised and asked, "What
kind of bets?"

The elderly woman replied, "Well, I bet you
$25,000 that your
testicles are
square."

The president started to laugh and told the woman
that it was
impossible to win a bet like that.

The woman never batted an eye. She just looked
at
the
president and said, "Would you like to take my
bet?"

"Certainly", replied the president. "I bet you
$25,000 that my
testicles are not square."

"Done", the elderly woman answered. "But given
the amount of money
involved, if you don't mind I would like to come
back at 10 o'clock
tomorrow
morning with my lawyer as a witness."

"No problem", said the president of the Bank
confidently.

That night, the president became very nervous
about the bet
and spent a long time in front of the mirror
examining his
testicles, turning them this way and that, checking
them over
again and again until he was positive that no one
could
consider his testicles as square and reassuring
himself that there
was no
way he could lose the bet.

The next morning at exactly 10 o'clock the elderly
woman
arrived at the president's office with her lawyer and
acknowledged the $25,000 bet made the day
before that the
president's testicles were square.

The president confirmed that the bet was the same
as the one
made the day before. Then the elderly woman
asked him to
drop his pants etc. so that she and her lawyer
could see clearly.

The president was happy to oblige.

The elderly woman came closer so she could see
better and
asked the president if she could touch them. "Of
course", said the
president. "Given the amount of money involved,
you
should be 100% sure."

The elderly woman did so with a little smile.
Suddenly the
president noticed that the lawyer was banging his
head against
the wall. He asked the elderly woman why he was
doing that
and she replied, "Oh, it's probably because I bet
him $100,000 that
around
10 o'clock in the morning I would be holding the
balls of the President of the Bank of Canada!"

~~~

girls out there reading this... hope u don't get any funny ideas hahaha. back to waves and superposition then. life's just peachy!

fear leads to anger...

i'm afraid that i'm losing you... losing touch with you... no idea what's going on anymore... don't know how you're feeling anymore. whether you're sick, how tired you are, how much shit you're going through... all i can do is presume. i'm still intent on keeping my promise, but then again i realise that you never made the same promise to me. so does it still hold? i really hope so... coz i really still wanna be your friend, and not another person i walk past in school without even acknowledging. i still wanna be with you... life's just peachy.

shedding...

was peeling my skin off the whole time i was at night study tonight. quite yucky actually... got a smooth feeling on my back as if the skin on my back has been peeled off. eh wait it has... oh well. so yeah my back is peeling now, really badly. face has stopped peeling (that was fast indeed, just 2 days) actually front also peeling a bit. hmmmm...

tmr no school. sleep in. get to school arnd 3 to 4. mug till maybe 6? night study from 7 to 10 after that. hope it's productive. if i'm in the library i guess i should be ok lah. at my usual place should be ok. been choosing to sit alone instead of with my classmates during the past few night studys. just hope they don't see anything bad about it. right now i'm doing what i need to do. but then again this is the real me lah... a tad bit anti-social as well. i'll say hi and stuff, but u don't talk to me i won't really talk to u. i guess this is the true-er me that's being exposed nowadays.

been thinking about what i need to do lah. don't know how much longer i can hold on before i just snap lah... i'm teethering on the edge liao, clinging on with my fingertips, hoping that you'll reach out your hand and save me. still waiting for the day when it happens. oh look another big piece of skin... life's just peachy.

aye...

had friendly against YJ today in school. lost 3 won 2. very inconsistent lah. but i'm guessing it's coz coach kept changing people around. so it's like once we got used to playing with a few certain players, they got subbed out for the next set. so yeah it didn't feel too good. but for me... had a few good spikes lah. didn't really screw up today. except right at the end. that was like... the only time my ball flew into the net lah! except the time my serve really screwed up. completely miss hit the ball on both occasions. need to get more power into my spikes man. can't seem to flick my damn wrist when i hit the ball. must try that out in the cave or something. need to fix my damn spikes!!! oh yeah and i need to jump higher too... more GSTs for me i guess

haiz... anywayz tmr half day. end at 1. friday no school. can sleep in. just something i needed. SLEEP! past 2 days sleep at grandstand. today slept for about 20 minutes. damn shiok man. despite all the noise around, i still managed to sleep lah! could feel the wind blowing constantly, really a cooling place. best place in school to sleep man, albeit not exactly very private, but when u're tired enough, u don't really care.

CTs coming... haven't really finished revising. have started physics i guess. but maths and econs... die liao lah. how to cover everything??! life's just peachy.

i'm peeeeeeeling...

yeah my face is peeling already. after my shower it just started to peel :p back still hurts, nothing new. really going to peel damn badly man. can feel it coming already. oh yeah and i pulled off a piece of skin from my lip when i got home. hurts like hell now. argh! got 2 "holes" in my lower lip now.

grandstand is a damn nice place to sleep. great place to slack as well. why? coz of the never ending breeze we get thanks to the low lying PA. took a short nap there today. about 10 minutes i guess. wanted to sleep more lah, but the stomach was calling to me. hopefully can do tomorrow again.

after school really felt like shit. just wanted to sit there and shut up. and that's what i did. couldn't really move... just completely absorbed whatever was going on around me, and kinda psycho-analysed it while stoning at my desk. came to a few realisations along the way, quite interesting actually.

after eating lunch/dinner, began to stone again. i'm retracting back into my shell... i'm running away. physically i'm in pain, mentally i'm in agony, emotional i'm torn up. life's just peachy.

i'm back...

decided not to let my blog rot. it's one of the few things that i've created from scratch more or less by myself. except the template lah. everything else i've kinda changed... i think. anywayz don't wanna miss out on this "part" of life i'm going through now lah, no matter how shitty it can be (even though this is the shittiest i've been in).

so what's new... life sucks. 5 days of hell, and 2 days of "relax" that whizzes by. didn't even know the bloody weekends were here and they were over.

i'm all red, and kinda stiff, and really tired. but must keep up this routine of night study or else i'm dead. but then again how will that be different from how i feel now? passed ZERO tests this week, except GP, but that's coz i don't really need to study for it.

i need inspiration!!! i need... HELP!!! life's just peachy.

i've lost it...

the spark to do well in my studies... it's gone. can't seem to get it again. today was a shitty day, everything i did just wasn't right. it's not good... i suddenly don't feel like blogging anymore... maybe for now, maybe forever. life's just peachy

library's better...

stayed back for night study again. this time since we were all pushed to the library side, and i was feeling kinda warm, i went into the library to study. on the way in met SHAWN!!! yes shawn... the person who hates school to the core hahaha anywayz sat with him, and i managed to do ALOT more work than yesterday! seriously alot ALOT more work hahaha i guess i'll be in the library from now onwards. don't any of u buggers come spoil my study environment! hahaha

for the last 1.5 hours we worked on the assignment part of numerical integration, coz we knew that ho would probably come running after us for it soon. there were only 4 questions, and we only managed to finish 3. wtf man... but still overall it was more productive than yesterday, and i felt more shuang too!!! the satisfaction of being able to finish some bloody maths problems hahaha but tomorrow... need to work on differential equations. !@*!&^!&$!*$! bloody maths test on thursday... EVERYTHING on integration. basket. common test even worst... summarised topics are differentiation, integration, and trigonometry. !@*!@&#%!*#@!#&%$#@&%@$!*)%^@ the F word is going to pop up soon... FAIL!!! haiz...

rehearsal before night study was sian lah... waited for so damn bloody long. listened to some of the other bands lah, and i think we're the best sia!!! hahaha got violin loh!!! how bloody cool is that... and it seems we chose a really good song too... my immortal just gets us very "wah" expressions from people :p was kinda afraid i'd screw up lah, coz i'm like the main instrument in that song. but in the end it was ALL good! happy happy :) of course derek is the best lah... twice his sticks flew out of his hands. wth sia... 1st time was sound check, so not so bad. but during the real practise when i heard something funny... i kinda semi-stood up to have a look at what happened, while playing of course, and saw his stick on the floor hahaha bloody joker...

PE was quite xiong ah... even though not much was done, but it was still xiong. go grandstand... jump up-up-down-up. 6 laps. wah xiong man... now my left leg kinda suan... i think tomorrow cannot jump properly liao man :p oh yeah speaking of jump... today before night study went to play vball for like 20 minutes? had ONE decent spike hahaha i think i've figured out one more aspect of spiking... shall have to see tomorrow of course. still got lots to improve on. ahhh jamming is damn fun WAHAHAHA sudden outburst :p wooo guess wat song just came up on my windows media player... MY IMMORTAL!! WAHAHAHA ok it's supposed to be a sad song, but i'm happy to be hearing it... weird. oh yeah just rememebered... i've gotta figure out some new notes to shove into the score man hahaha no high tech stuff to overlap voices, so certain changes gotta be made i guess.

brain's tired... haven't done so much work in one night since... promos last year hahaha is that good or bad? hmmmm... better late than never i guess. life's just peachy.

mug mode...

i hope. stayed back for night study today, after playing vball by myself for about an hour. a wall can be such a good friend, it doesn't complain no matter how hard you whack it, but it can hurt if u ram yourself against it hard enough hahaha so anyway i spiked against it for about an hour... mr tay the new PE teacher tt teaches his classes how to sprint during PE, actually gave me a huge pointer... AND IT WORKED!!! didn't get to thank him again after that... maybe if i see him tomorrow, just maybe he'd remember my face hahaha not everyday u meet a teacher who would, instead of walking back to the PE office to slack at the end of a tiring day, but rather walk to the cave just to see what a student is doing there by himself spiking balls against the wall! hahaha cool man...

anyway... it's V day... "v is for vitagen it's good for your digestion" ok nvm out of point. yah it was valentine's day today. chocolates going around, balloons, flowers, bags filled with stuffs to sweethearts and stuff. me, being the person who never takes time to make things, didn't prepare anything lah hahaha damn it i grew up in an all guys environment, where v day was simply --> "eh today's v day leh!" "oh yah hoh! have you finished your maths homework? can lend me?" to put it simply, it didn't really matter hahaha life went on in school like any other day. nothing much, no big hoo-hah either. then u get girls around... wah super big difference sia!!! makes me wonder what they do in girls schools where there ain't no guys arnd hahaha

honestly it wasn't an easy day for me lah... one of the reasons being that it's v day, and also coz i slept in a cloud of haze last night and woke up feeling like there was this huge rubber band tied around my chest. tight lungs u know... ANYWAYZ! i just hope u had an enjoyable day today. didn't really get to see you much, heck i only saw u like twice... but it's still not easy, there's definitely something wrong with me =(

so i stayed back in class after school lah... with many of the other 'singletons' basically had tcs lah. did alot of T about alot of C. then left cheryl and shufang to do whatever they were doing, went down to blah blah blah. the rest is on top hahaha hmmm i'm writing backwards... =S

thanks. to mymy, clar for the note and chocs. shufang for the little note. leepin for the note and 'flower'. soph for the BEEEEG hug, but i thought u said u were going to give me chocs hahaha hope u feel better after today. melissa for the kitkat. cheryl for the mini oreos, sorry for eating so much, it's just me :p shawn for the bloody lame msg on my phone (and i had a feeling it was you hahaha) oh and whoever gave out the milky way choc and the heart. still dunno who put it on my table. it suddenly all appeared at one shot hahaha

haiz still haven't finished integration 4... back to night study tomorrow again. every 1 2 4. 3 5 after vball go home and rest... and maybe do some work lah, just maybe. hopefully this night study plan works well, never used it in sji coz i always studied at bang's house, but now gotta find somewhere else. no choice liaoz. shower and bed here i come! oh and a new day too... life's just peachy!

mug mode...

i hope. stayed back for night study today, after playing vball by myself for about an hour. a wall can be such a good friend, it doesn't complain no matter how hard you whack it, but it can hurt if u ram yourself against it hard enough hahaha so anyway i spiked against it for about an hour... mr tay the new PE teacher tt teaches his classes how to sprint during PE, actually gave me a huge pointer... AND IT WORKED!!! didn't get to thank him again after that... maybe if i see him tomorrow, just maybe he'd remember my face hahaha not everyday u meet a teacher who would, instead of walking back to the PE office to slack at the end of a tiring day, but rather walk to the cave just to see what a student is doing there by himself spiking balls against the wall! hahaha cool man...

anyway... it's V day... "v is for vitagen it's good for your digestion" ok nvm out of point. yah it was valentine's day today. chocolates going around, balloons, flowers, bags filled with stuffs to sweethearts and stuff. me, being the person who never takes time to make things, didn't prepare anything lah hahaha damn it i grew up in an all guys environment, where v day was simply --> "eh today's v day leh!" "oh yah hoh! have you finished your maths homework? can lend me?" to put it simply, it didn't really matter hahaha life went on in school like any other day. nothing much, no big hoo-hah either. then u get girls around... wah super big difference sia!!! makes me wonder what they do in girls schools where there ain't no guys arnd hahaha

honestly it wasn't an easy day for me lah... one of the reasons being that it's v day, and also coz i slept in a cloud of haze last night and woke up feeling like there was this huge rubber band tied around my chest. tight lungs u know... ANYWAYZ! i just hope u had an enjoyable day today. didn't really get to see you much, heck i only saw u like twice... but it's still not easy, there's definitely something wrong with me =(

so i stayed back in class after school lah... with many of the other 'singletons' basically had tcs lah. did alot of T about alot of C. then left cheryl and shufang to do whatever they were doing, went down to blah blah blah. the rest is on top hahaha hmmm i'm writing backwards... =S

thanks. to mymy, clar for the note and chocs. shufang for the little note. leepin for the note and 'flower'. soph for the BEEEEG hug, but i thought u said u were going to give me chocs hahaha hope u feel better after today. melissa for the kitkat. cheryl for the mini oreos, sorry for eating so much, it's just me :p shawn for the bloody lame msg on my phone (and i had a feeling it was you hahaha) oh and whoever gave out the milky way choc and the heart. still dunno who put it on my table. it suddenly all appeared at one shot hahaha

haiz still haven't finished integration 4... back to night study tomorrow again. every 1 2 4. 3 5 after vball go home and rest... and maybe do some work lah, just maybe. hopefully this night study plan works well, never used it in sji coz i always studied at bang's house, but now gotta find somewhere else. no choice liaoz. shower and bed here i come! oh and a new day too... life's just peachy!

my favourite past time...

yesterday was a very productive day, in terms of rest of course. details as follows...

friday slept 10pm
saturday woke up 12pm

saturday slept 2pm
saturday woke up 6 pm

saturday slep 11pm
sunday woke up 9am

total sleep... 28 hours SONG BO!!! WAHAHAHA

if only i had 'this' more often... i'd be a happy man. life's just peachy!

post CNY school...

woke up this morning early to go for run. got a sore throat, but just ran anywayz. did 8 rounds with neo, shaun happened to be there as well and he was preoccupied with trying to lap us hahaha right knee had a slight pain in it.. but could keep going lah. wasn't THAT bad. but just worried it could get worst that's all.

lessons today... all tutorials lah. 3.5 hours straight after break. can DIE! at least fernandez wasn't so boring today. made a few jokes here and there, got the class cracked up. she's kinda weird lah... beginning can pms, scold all of us, make us feel pissed off. then during lesson can make us laugh... weird sia hahaha but i guess that's what makes a good teacher? oh well. somehow along the way started talking about singapore's national defence. oh yeah talking about how well the government in singapore is dealing with that aspect. then joshua and i started talking about how our military defence is only meant to deal with threats in this region, but nothing out of it. comparing to US he said... their 1 battalion can wipe out our entire army. their 1 aircraft carrier can destroy our entire airforce. and their one submarine can take out our entire navy hahaha i mean their 1 submarine can take out singapore, malaysia and part of indonesia if it wants lah damn it!!! nuclear weapons u know hahaha but yah it's quite true lah... our military is only equipped to deal with regional threats. i guess that's one of the reasons why we're so nice to the US :p

haiz cold medicine making me feel sleepy, but must finish blogging 1st lah. not nice to end abruptly heehee vball trg today, very few guys turned up lah. dunno whether it's coz they never come to school... or just wanna slack after CNY. but not bad lah... at least managed to burn off some of the fats gained through all the bak kwa and pineapple tarts. oh yeah and that sleep mad... woke up at 2 pm, half an hour after i finished school. life's so damn unfair. HC, RJ and AJ all no school lah!!! WTBMFF!>?!?!?! shall just have to catch up with my sleep this weekend. anywayz back to vball. sprained my thumb... AGAIN! hahaha the same way i sprained it the last time. this time simon hammered my thumb down. i think i gotta close my bloody thumb in when i block lah. if not going to keep spraining it like that. but surprisingly it didn't feel as bad after a while. maybe coz i kept rubbing it immediately after it happened, so kinda fixed it a bit? hahaha it still hurts from monday's incident lah, then today again. haiz... i'm just glad it's still there hahaha

ok shall get ready to sleep liaoz... must catch up soon man hahaha so much talk about valentine's day on monday, and i'm still the same after 18 years... nothing to do WAHAHAHA life's just peachy.

i think i've changed...

just read through all my testimonials on friendster. from the very 1st one to the latest one, and i've come to a realisation. i'll never be able to make the same impact that i had on my sji friends, with my cj friends as well! if u actually bother to go and read... u'll be able to see somewhat of a difference in the way people describe me lah. somehow i'm more... care free now. basically i make more noise lah hahaha then... somehow my sji friends and my non-sji friends see different sides of me or something lah. it's like revealing my alter-ego through testimonials hahaha something to think about i guess...

anyway today CNY... lunch was ok. more people than expected. therefore got more hong baos than expected as well :p omg i'm becoming so materialistic!!! anywayz met 2 cousins i've never met before. actually i still don't really know them, hmmm... after that did the normal visiting. hot ah today's weather... must be the haze that's floating around again due to the hot season. sianz man... and my thumb still hurts. cannot play vball on friday, actually can lah... just don't set and spike. BUT THAT'S SO BORING!!! hahaha aiyah best to let my thumb heal 1st anywayz... before i make it worst and can't take part in trg when coach comes back next week.

need to wake up early tomorrow again man, sianzzzzzzzzzzz goodnight world. life's just peachy!

can u feel it?

i don't really feel very in the mood for cny this year. it's beginning to lose it's child like enticement. can't really think of a better word coz i'm kinda tired now hahaha but yah tomorrow's going to be a tiring day... gotta shake so many hands and serve so many drinks, and my thumb isn't really in place, so it's going to take some adjustment hahaha

today's concert wasn't so interesting lehz... as compared to last year lah. probably coz last year, the stage was BIGGER, and things weren't so cramped. but if this is going to become a permanent arrangement for school functions... damn it it sucks. anywayz after the pot luck in class, where we got some visitors, and i visited some class... left for sji. cheng, teh, poon, tpl all left liaoz. only saw matthews. and a whole lot of old friends lah. then shook more hands... pain sia :p after tt went with neo, shaun, gc and xin to PS. exchanged shirt with xin to play pool. after tt wanted to play lan, but no space so went arcade. after tt went to pizza hut for lunch, coz bk, kfc, ljs, mos and every thing else was full lah basically :p so just ate pizza hut. altogether spent like just 10 bucks... not bad. coz i freeloaded on neo's and shaun's card at arcade hahaha

tomorrow need to wake up early... visitors always start arriving between 8.30 and 9. i think got 2 groups coming tmr morning... then lunch time, people start flooding in. must say hi hi hi... then they probably ask me how my sis is doing in europe, then some will presume i'm in NS already, coz i'm so damn tan and coz of my hair, then some will say i've grown taller... or bigger... or whatever. i'm never the same size as the previous year lah for some funny reason or other.

oh well... happy lunar new year to you... year year got fish (nian nian you yu). life's just peachy.

it's in the bag...

or rather more like in the case. a nice big rectangular glass casing. and inside? a SILVER CANE!!! WAHAHAHA!!! 5 years man... my batch got the 4th one, and now we've got the 5th one. although i must say we were lucky the last 2 times, getting luckier and luckier as the years go by. if we wanna get our 10th... we really gotta buck up lah. yank up our socks... tighten our bootlaces... and shine our buttons (ok that don't really make alot of sense) but yeah... 23rd april is the parade. i'm definitely going down. won't miss it for the WORLD! unless of course the world comes crashing down lah, but i don't think that's likely within the next 2.5 months is it?

anywayz had fernandez's essay test after school. felt so... crappy. felt like crap. felt like i was IN crap. i mean my essays are like dropping in marks lah. promos i got 23... the essay i did for jeremy i got 23... this essay... i doubt i'd get more than that. it felt so uninspired. and i also felt like sleeping lah hahaha just plonked down on the table... and kinda dozed off. so crappy lah... luckily joshua woke me up hahaha

i love the windows in my class man. facing PA... unobstructed wind, and sometimes some musical accompliment during lessons (i.e. bagpipes) but yah it's damn breezy... best place to stone and think... had to do some thinking today anywayz, plus it was ultra windy today. so it was good :) I LOVE MY CLASSROOM!!! who cares if it's on the 5th floor... been climbing up that much the whole of last year... one more year won't kill me. anyway NS time i'll be climbing tons of stairs, so might as well get used to it :p well the only negative point is that if i stood up and raised up my hand and somehow jumped a bit... my fingers and probably a bit of my palm will get sliced off all thanks to the low lying fans. here again... being short has its advantages.

aye shit just remembered i gotta bring utensils for tmr's pot luck. wonder what i've got left hahaha just bring all i've got lah i guess... just clear my cupboard of them once and for all hahaha life's just peachy.

shall we dance?

~~~

Toploader - Dancing in The Moonlight

We get it on most every night
when that moon is big and bright
its a supernatural delight
everybodys dancing in the moonlight

everybody here is out of sight
they dont bark and they dont bite
they keep things loose they keep it tight
everybody's dancing in the moonlight

dancing in the moonlight
everybody's feeling warm and bright
its such a fine and natural sight
everybody's dancing in the moonlight

we like our fun and we never fight
you cant dance and stay uptight
its a supernatural delight
everybody was dancing in the moonlight

dancing in the moonlight
everybody's feeling warm and bright
its such a fine and natural sight
everybody's dancing in the moonlight

we get in on most every night
and when that moon is big and bright
its a supernatural delight
everybody's dancing in the moonlight

dancing in the moonlight
everybody's feeling warm and bright
its such a fine and natural sight
everybody's dancing in the moonlight

~~~

who wants to dance? ;) life's just peachy.

QRF...

that's quick response force. that's what i've gotten myself into for chingay crowd control this year hahaha well basically i'm supposed to run up and down orchard road, with a hot pink t-shirt, and a luminous green security vest and cap, responding to anything that my prescence is required at. such a wonderful combination rite... went for the briefing at tanglin police HQ this morning. beginning and end was ok lah... the middle got a bit boring. nearly fell asleep, but didn't lah :) went to get my haircut just now... getting kinda itchy :p

hmmm let's see... homework. damn it.

econs:
1. just bloody revise

maths:
1. application of integration assignment

physics:
1. electric fields tutorial

GP:
1. plan essay for monday.

i just gotta revise everything lah. but no time man... ok lah there is time, but that's only possible if i don't sleep at all. wth man. wonder what the world would be like if i cloned myself hahaha can u take the heat? or will u die a painful death? life's just peachy.

more interesting than volleyball?

today's double PE was fun lah. walked through under the drain which flowed under CJ... too damn bloody tall so got cobwebs on my hair and back hahaha couldn't straighten both my legs together otherwise my back would hit the top man. and all shufang had to do was bend her head downwards... -_-" see shufang it's good to be short sometimes! hahaha after that had to climb up the damn wall... legs too long ah cannot get up hahaha vik had to pull me up :p

after tt go SOC... did the vertical wall thingy. both times not much problem lah. got 2 different standards. one is just jump and pull, go over, piece of cake. 2nd one is... must pull yourself up lah. also not much problem. except vig took alot of space on top. so i had to wait there for a while hahaha he kinda just lied down on top... so i couldn't swing my legs over hahaha that one ok lah. then go monkey bars. they aren't the parallel ones to the ground lah. well to be honest i was wondering how i would do. coz i couldn't do monkey bars in primary school for nuts... then SJI never touch monkey bars at all. so 5 years without monkey bars hahaha but in the end ok lah... just swing swing swing. chicken feet :D tried the issac lim method... which is at every bar, do one pullup hahaha went 5 bars... altogether got 12. i think if u can go all 12, u can do at LEAST 18 pullups liao. if not 20 hahaha

legs hurt from the drain... was in squatting position for so damn long lah, coz the girls kept stopping. jialat. then just now played vball couldn't dig properly, coz my right elbow kinda hurt a bit. couldn't really straighten it properly. hopefully it gets better by tomorrow.

You Are 21 Years Old

21 Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe. 13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world. 20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences. 30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more! 40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.

What Age Do You Act?

life's just peachy!

x-country...

had that at macritchie again. 6th time in 6 years hahaha 1st time in competitive also. did like 28 minutes. my best ever so far i think. considering my cardio sucks... i'm happy hahaha but i could've done better on the road lah. just didn't push hard enough. but i'm glad that every single person in class who could run DID run their guts out. class got champion. ganesh 2nd, marian 3rd, louis 9th, man yun 13th, vick 25th, joshua 29th, jerome 54th. after 60 there was no more numbers, so got NO idea where i stand hahaha but i seriously doubt i'm in top 100 lah. very very unlikely, considering my time and the way the J2s were running. J1 and J2 runs very different lah. J1 all for fun only... J2 is really whack lah! atmosphere during build up to x-country was really mad... people running EVERYday... 15 rounds of the track, level one speed. mad buggers hahaha oh well at least it's all over... wonder what we'll be doing for double PE tmr... really really wonder :p

argh just remembered got SPA exam as well... sucksssssssssss, and still got do fernandez's homework. tt crazy woman! hmmm this is going to be a non-sensical bitching paragraph hahaha weather is hot now, wearing my singlet with fan blasting at me, and i'm still sweating... crap. the seat i sit at gets absolutely no wind from the fan at times... crap. i like things to be in black and white and i prefer curves to straight lines... hmmmm... hahaha

oh yes oh yes! today we actually "decorated" our board!!! well it's more like total rubbish lah. but it was fun hahaha got my shoe print there. so does wee koon and tini. wrote a damn stupid story in the corner, also makes no sense. hmmm alot of things don't make sense :p but i guess that's the world we live in... not every thing make sense. life's just peachy!

why...

it's fucking early, but i've got no fucking choice. only u can make me feel better, if u only knew... life's just peachy.