the ippt deal

if i pass and get $100, i'll treat her prata. if i get silver with $200, i treat her to fosters, assuming she can walk there hahaha that's the ippt deal =p

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$$$

just came back from a run. 1st time i've run so early in ntu hahaha ran the bus B route, which is abt 3.5km the last time i measured. basically i chased after a couple that overtook me while i was stretching. i think i run faster when i've got an objective. so i think this is the fastest i've ever run this distance hahaha and i think running with music makes me run slower too =p spend too much time enjoying the music until cannot focus on running properly hahaha oh well... all this is for the hong bao from the government. only thing i'm really worried about now is the situps, because they use this new machine where your elbows really have to touch your knees, otherwise it won't count. gone are those cheating days in secondary school and jc where ur elbows never EVER go anywhere near your knees hahaha damn it! stupid machines... then the pti can really stare at you doing your situps. so stress... wonder if i still can jump properly or not. so long never jump already... shuttle run should be ok la. i just want the money!!! hahaha

going for my first block supper later. skipped the last 2 because i simply had other plans hahaha but tonight i made myself free for it. just go for it once la. cannot be so outsider here =p not that i intend to stay in hall (which right now is virtually impossible), but just have some fun in hall la. otherwise stay here for what right hahaha

hope wendy's ankle gets better soon... looks damn scary. i hope i never sprain my ankle. i like my ankles too much hahaha

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some random thoughts

initially had quite alot of little itty-bitty stuff to write about, but suddenly it's kind of blur in my head... hmmm... maybe it'll come back to me as i keep typing. this is just another absolutely random post.

my nose started running suddenly today. maybe it didn't want to go to school either. so i just took a 2++ hour nap. it still feels a little on edge, like anything could set it off again, but i'm trying to control it. it's kind of got a mind of it's own. maybe if i cross my eyes long enough and keep staring at it then it'll behave itself hahaha i wish...

i'm feeling the pressure piling on already even though school just started. my roomie's gpa is 3.6, my neighbour is 4.3, which is one whole point above mine. he got A for all his 3 cores. my god... 2 Cs can really screw up your gpa. even though i was really determined not to get another C after my maths 1 screw up in special sem, i'm just happy i passed the stupid life science. at least i don't have to take it again. somehow computing and chemistry don't seem as big a problem for me as life science, so i'm going to push for As. i mean... i've only got 3 cores this sem, so if i don't do well i can go shoot myself in both my feet, smash my face against the wall and throw myself off a cliff (assuming i can find a cliff nearby). or maybe i can just stand in the live firing range, since it's just across the road from my hall WAHAHAHAHA

chinese new year is coming!!!!!!!!!! even though my family isn't really supposed to celebrate this year, but somehow we're still getting invitations for lunches and dinners. don't understand why... but oh well. but before i can enjoy all the hearty (i.e. extremely unhealthy) cny goodies, i need to pass my ippt and get a $200 hongbao from the government! hahaha since it's set aside for us, just take it! but i need to do alot more training. haven't been running since before my exams? holy crap that's damn long ago... *shakes head* can start tonight. since studies aren't in high key yet, can train more. make myself shag it's ok. can spend more time running also. just need to get my stamina up and burn off this hideous thing that's been accumulating slightly north of my waist =p 200 DOLLARSSSSS!!!!

my timetable this sem is much better than last sem. no more 830 lessons on monday mornings. instead i start at 1130. how shiok is that. of course it's not as good as arts people who can have 3 day weeks and stuff, but at least mine's rather spread out. oh and i got a good elective too!!! from what i've seen so far it's basically everything i learnt in physics last sem. so... if i don't get A i can do to myself whatever i mentioned above in paragraph 3 hahaha

ahhh my nose just leaked a little again... crap.

i think the only people who aren't affected by the economic crisis are epl players. they're still earning hundreds of thousands of pounds per week??? that's how much some people in their whole lifetime? so screwed up man. it's like some part of the world revolves around them, that's why they're not affected at all. even F1 has been affected. cost cutting measures that will result in cars becoming more equal? it'll be like the A1 series soon man. that'll be so sad!!! can't imagine force india winning F1 championship.

slowly singaporeans are becoming more affected by global events. rarely did we hear of singaporeans dying in overseas places. the most brutal and tragic was that of miss lo in mumbai, and most recently, the 3 deaths at a club in bangkok. not a good start to the new year. last year alone, i attended 4 funerals. 3 of which were my family members. that was more than i've attended in the previous 20 years of my life all added together. i hope i don't have to attend anymore funerals for a long time to come.

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back to school

happy new year everyone. i'm back in hall now. school starts again tomorrow. results were alright i guess. an improvement is not bad already. got a really long way to go if i want something credible out of these 4 years. going to have to push really hard.

just a short post because i need to bathe before the hot water goes off, and i have lessons tomorrow hahaha in case any of you are wondering what's with the emo songs, don't read too much into it. this is just a freaking nice song hahaha

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