how does someone go, from being so so sure that they're with the one who they can spend the rest of their life with, to feeling like that they don't love them anymore, even though they still care for them with all their heart?

I'm sorry for what i've done. I pray for your forgiveness, and for e forgiveness of god. I never would want things to turn out this way, because no one deserves this.

I thought everything was alright last night, that i could start all over again. A fresh start for both of us. But i just couldn't. i just couldn't. Please forgive me, because i don't know if i can ever forgive myself. I'm sorry