vacuum cleaners?

ok i haven't been in here for a while. sorry blog. sorry ppl who have been reading. but yah i'm here now! hahaha hmmm let's see... life has been the same. by same i mean study eat sleep study eat sleep study eat sleep. oh and of course shitting, and the occasional morning run, which need to do more of. but anyway... yeah tt's life.

can't study at pine grove anymore. stupid sec 4 IJ girls. they bring their books into the place, and end up playing cards and gossiping all night long. yak yak yak... dunno how to just SHUT UP! *ahem* so yeah... pine grove is now a bad place to study, as long as those 2 'kiddies' hang arnd there. i can't study in school, coz it's just a really sad place to study, and i'd probably end up doing all sorts of things EXCEPT study, so yeah. not exactly good timing i must say.

hmmm no volleyball for the next couple of weeks, unless i play on wednesday that is. why? coz of mock exams. had econs paper 3 mock last wednesday, and physics mock on friday. next friday got econs paper 1 and 2 mock, saturday having GP mock, and the FOLLOWING friday there's maths mock. so practically all my fridays have been chomped up, in other words no vball. damn it.

remember i said i need to make the occasional morning runs more than occasional? yeah i need to exercise. i realise how i feel and how my ***** move are all affected by how much i exercise. and running at home now just sucks, coz there's circle line construction going on by holland village, where i used to run the most, so i don't wanna go arnd inhaling dust and suffocating to death. so basically, despite how much i suck at running, i still want to do it, and need to do it. run run run... still prefer it more than mug mug mug.

oh yeah... on wednesday went NUH for my cardio test. for NS lah. basically was on the threadmill for 12 minutes. went through 4 stages if i'm not wrong. at each stage the speed got higher, and the incline got steeper. reminded me of how unfit i am now. another motivation for me to run. of course i went back to school for econs mock after that. cheryl told me that they'll told mr ho that i went to hospital (which technically is true), and he got a shock hahaha can imagine his face, so like mr ho. actually nowadays he's not so bad. no more pms-es, and not that many long stories. sure he still does talk cock and waste time in class, but it's much better than last time. so cheers to mr ho hahaha

on a rather sad note. something i used to enjoy doing so much, now seems like such a chore to me. maybe i'm switched off it already. but i must say, recent events have been pushing me in that direction. things don't work like they're supposed to anymore, and now it's too late for me to help change anything else. yet again i've passed things on, and yet again i don't like what i see. 2nd time i've had to go through this feeling. last time i could've done something, but i wasn't around enough. this time... it's too late. no time left. i'm out. wonder how much longer they can stay afloat. right now they're on the verge of sinking, barely being able to breathe above the surface. and the people who are supposed to be better than the rest, turn out to be just as irresponsible. how am i to leave with people like this still hanging around? don't think i'll be able to find peace within myself over this.

if you've read this far, well done and congrats hahaha

hmmm... about the running, sorry to bring it up again, but it seems that i feel like really running nowadays. not just in the literal sense. i wanna run away from the studies. i wanna run away from the problems. i wanna run away from myself. and of course, i wanna run, as earlier mentioned. but it's scary. since when was i a runner? i've never tried to run so much before. why didn't i run years ago, and why am i starting to run only now? not really good timing... yet again...

wednesday is think careers day. for the 1st 2 slots chose SAF and police as my 1 choices. somehow i've come to like disciplined environments. more control. but then again i like to be in control of things. of course another reason was there was really nothing else in the 1st 2 slots that really appealed to me lah. the 3rd (or was it 4th?) slot, nothing appealed to me either. so i just put hospitality as my 1st choice hahaha since people around me were bugging me to go for that anyway. i guess i can be a hospitable person hahaha

happy mugging my muggy friends! even if u don't have exams coming yet, they'll be upon you eventually, so don't waste time. ;)

what's done is done...

seize it...

my self-imposed once a week opportunity on the comp again... so might as well use it.

the week went by much pretty much the same as last week. what's new hahaha only main difference is that today it rained, unlike last friday when it was blazing hot. today played with germaine for a while lah. become so lazy already, and i've become weaker hahaha felt tired after playing for just a while lah. sianz. and my spiking sucks again. after last week when i was so happy that it was actually still ok!!! crappy shit...

exam results... B4, DEF. sian diao. enough said. cyaz next week blog.

what's done is done...

is this even called a life???

i'm touching the computer and keyboard for the 1st time since last monday!!! how freakin' sad is that man. spent the whole damn week studying... came back too late to actually use the computer, coz obviously you can't use the computer with your eyes closed :p i now realise i can't type as fast and as well as i could a week ago. shiat! my typing skills have abandoned me!!!

anywayz... exam results coming back in bits and pieces. scaring the shit out of me. don't wanna go to school anymore. enough said about that.

judo guys and girls got into finals, both against HC. really happy for them. they all deserve it. coz sitting next to shufang u see how many bruises one gets from judo throughout the entire course of their training. unless she's the only one who gets that many bruises lah. but i guess not, coz cheryl re-injured both her knees, huishan injured her back and her knee, herge's old back injury came back over and over again, xuanrui broke his collar bone... so yah judo is a violent sport, but they've worked hard to get to where they are now. all the best to CJ judo :)

sean tan and ppg are back from london. THANK GOODNESS!!! bloody bombs... anyway met up with xin, shaun, jr, gc, bren, ppg and sean for lunch at seoul garden yesterday before they headed to renaissance. couldn't join them coz i had to be home for my sis' very belated 21st bday celebration. 2 months and 1 week late to be exact. but she wasn't in singapore at that time, so yah it had to be this week of all weeks, when i actually decided and arranged to go for renaissance for my supposed last time a couple of weeks before that.

anywayz the dinner like a mad house lah. 70 people coming to your place, and luckily our driveway was big enough. spent some time directing cars in, where to park and stuff. and my mum cannot direct traffic for nuts. got so much space inside and she makes them park further out beyond the gate. haiz... had to ask ppl to get into their cars again to bring them further in. i don't want a party like this when i reach 21 man. so many people shaking your hands saying happy birthday at one shot, then u can't breathe coz u gotta smile like throughout the whole night and it's so congested in the house. every step you take someone will try to talk to you. buay tahan man. i spent most of my time outside the house talking lah. only went in when i had to go to the kitchen or something. anywayz i hope my sister had a nice time, or at least i presume she did. at the beginning looking into the house, could see like 2 separate factions hahaha everyone in the dining room and the piano side was my dad's side, and my mum's side was squeezing into the living room and the stairs landing area hahaha could tell so easily from the front porch where i was standing after directing traffic hahaha it was like the biggest party at my place since i was born =X

oh yes... i finally exercised again!!! hahaha played vball on friday. actually was supposed to help referee 20 matches lah. in the end only referee for 2... so many J1s didn't turn up for the competition. anyway i'm not complaining, coz at least i got to play vball! hahaha digging still ok, setting kinda shitty, but spiking surprisingly not bad! hahaha not much sun though, except at the beginning. eventually clouds started to rollby and it got windier, so didn't get as black as i thought i would :p

oh well... don't think i'll be blogging till next weekend again. and thus my life for the next 4 months has been determined.

what's done is done...

how things have changed...



this was taken in sec 3... omg just look at us!!! hahaha



taken last year... omg just look at us!!! hahaha i realised i changed alot since sec 3 as well, not just sec 1 :p still love these guys man!!! in a brotherly kinda way...

what's done is done...

studying is bad for the health...

at 1st sight, everything seems fine and dandy when we just start studying...



then after a while, you might get breathing problems and end up sounding like darth vader...



or you just get really really bored and start drawing chickens on people's notes...



just the problems of studying...

what's done is done...