as adam lambert so aptly yells... "what do you want from me?"

u said everything changed. but honestly how i feel hasn't. it's still the same as day 1. but to you it might have. i guess it must seem like it has, otherwise we wouldn't be having this problem. you might think i don't care anymore. you might think you're not as important. all i know is that u're good at letting your imagination run wild. i blame all the taiwan dramas u've watched. all i know is that nothing will be fixed unless you attempt to resolve it. and not doing anything is not resolving it

that might've been the best or worst decision i will ever make. i only know i did it because it couldn't carry on like that forever. something had to change. either me. or you. i really wish it could be me. how i wish i could see just 5 seconds of the future. but for now. all i can do is sit by my phone and wait. and pray. that we both have a happy ending.

PASSED MY IPPT!!!!!!! =)

but i stepped on a dead bee and got stung =(