You are Neo, from "The Matrix." You
display a perfect fusion of heroism and
compassion.


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you're a water goddes/god

you have water power and love the water
you are a good
swimmer, dreamer, romantic,mysticus, kind, forgiving,
charming, just like the water !!
you're more a follower...


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no longer a water boy...

today was......unproductive (damn it!!!) morning went school for history and maths. what matthews went through is everything that i studied before the prelims loh, and she didn't go through anything that i haven't studied yet. bloody hell, she said she was going to go through China, then in the end did switzerland and WWI. basket, almost fell asleep in my place, if not for xin sitting next to me. thanx xin. maths was...........interesting i shall say :p. did half of november 2002 a maths paper 2. did at a super duper slow pace man, most of the time was tokking cock with all the ppl arnd me. haiz, hardly did any maths, wasted my time in school, except that i saw a few certain people quite a few times lah *wink wink*

after tt arnd 12, stoned in the canteen, slowly eating lunch, yakked with xin, raoz, brenz, nicky and friends for a while. when the 1.40 bell rang went to library to read papers. looks like bush has too many personnel, over 100 secret service agents loh!!! then on the way to school, saw police motorcycles a distance apart from each other, on the road adjoining to the PIE, after tt yue hong told me that there were policemen on the overhead bridge as well, the one outside tanglin. well i guess it's necessary, since he's claimed to be the "most powerful man on earth", but i don't know how true that statement is lah, since Saddam and Osama seem quite powerful people as well. But i ain't gonna weigh their "power", got much better things to do :p

went to pang's house. tried to study, managed to revise one chapter of history (sucks...so damn slow). ian ended up eating........as usual. then went for a swim. haven't swam for 1 year already, and i felt damn tired after swimming only a short distance loh. shit man, no longer a water boy anymore. can't even hold my breath and swim for 25 metres...HOW HOW HOW!?!?! must swim lots lots more after exams. but it was a good feeling to get underwater again. being able to exercise without feeling the sweat. the only problem was tt the water made my eyes so damn dry after that, they were all red at the end, like bloodshot. was damn painful.....wash and wash, until now still a wee bit red. :(

during dinner was watching casper on HBO, a very nice movie. a great movie about friendship, love, and just fitting in. and besides christina ricci quite cute in this movie :) and casper looks better as a ghost than as a boy i must say, sadly. anywayz i doubt you can still find the VCD out there, much less the DVD, but if you've got HBO, i suggest you watch this movie, even if it might be labeled as kiddish.

tomorrow going to RJ open house with ian and pang, just for fun, and to give my sister a "report" on what's going on in her old school. saturday going SA, NJ and HC with pang. for me NJ and HC is for fun also lah, since i don't wanna go there, just wanna see what it's like to be in these "top" JCs.

Finally changed my music, to something a weeee bit slower than linkin park, but equally as nice. pics are all up too, almost everything that i took during the past few weeks. chose not to put some up for certain reasons that anyone other than me does not need to know. Cheers people, and keep mugging, it will all be over soon!!!

standard procedure...

life nowadays damn standard. more standard than before prelims. here's what my timetable looks like generally...

0830: report to school library and read newspapers.
0900 - 1200: mug mug mug
1200 - 1300: eat eat eat
1300 - 1330: try to have a nap in the library without getting caught :p
1330 - 1600: mug mug mug somemore
1600 - 1700: go school track and exercise, sweat out all the toxins!!!!

after tt go home, either do somemore work, or just zzzzzzzzzzz........

today about the same. but for exercise, ran 3 rounds, 100 pushups and 100 crunches. then SGC, neo and shaun came along. played 2 on 2 soccer.........phew, tt was tiring, but damn fun!! managed to finish mgs e maths paper 2, and RI physics paper 2 sections A and B.....tired :(

decided to take lindy's advice, and change my music like once a week. but i think this can only take effect after the Os, since playing the music is getting kinda boring....will see how lah. can't wait for my roll of film to be developed, then can add all the picsss, should be damn interesting, seeing cheng with her ghostly white face and her scaringly red lips, like some pontianak tt just sucked someone's blood!!! oh wait, do pontianaks suck blood in the 1st place??? hmmm...gotta check out that one, somehow or another....... btw FUZZ, typing a whole load of hahas and lalalas and dots is not a very fair competition lah.........:p anywayz gd luck to all the ppl taking their Bio prac tomorrow, all the best yeah!! Cheers.

end to 4 magical years....

today officially marks the end of my career as an SJI student. WWAAAHHHHHH!!!! SO FAST!!!!! i can still remember my 1st day as sec 1 loh. all went to the hall in the morning, before that walked around a bit, as blur as ever (like all sec 1s are). was 1st allocated to 1E10, after tt was transfered to 1E8, under TWK (best teacher on earth). at that point i had absolutely no idea what i was going to do next, like i said, blur lah. now *boom*, end of sec 4. quite scary. next thing A levels, then army then dunno what else. it's going scaringly fast.

paraliturgy today was meaningful. on my star i wrote tang wing kee, mrs cheng, SJI NPCC and tze wei & rao....they'll probably destroy the stars after tt lah, but they asked us to write who has made an impact on our lives, so there.. decided to write SJI NPCC coz got so many ppl to name, so just summarised it into one category :D. sec 4 farewell, i actually paid attention during the whole of mr lui's speech. not bad. name was mentioned again for being UGO leader, along with nicky and other ppl. quite a good feeling lah i must say :p. zi xin did his "tai tai tai" tune again with his finger waving in my face, bloody *toot*. haha, dun worry xin i dun hate you. sec 4 teachers collaborated to sing a song, quite meaningful. tan sia hui can sing quite well man, i was quite amazed. cheng, TEH and CF refused to sing, damn it! the whole thing ended by 11.30, when the programme said that it would end at 12.30. :p

took alot of pics today too, battery almost died on me. took pics with classmates, mr ghazali, miss boon, b.poon, mr chandra (who is retiring), chen sao, and some other teachers lah. at least next 2 weeks still got extra lessons, can still take other pictures if i want. got back report books as well, when i saw mrs cheng's comments i felt quite good loh, coz honestly all the things she writes about i don't even know i'm doing them loh!! :p if u wanna know wat it says ask me, if not then nvm.

WE'RE CLASS CHAMPIONS!!!! didn't have enough medals, and they weren't even the real ones :p wonder when we'll get the real ones. then can add to the one i have from 2E8 2nd place. considering the fact that i didn't contribute to this year's competitions (due to certain ppl who refused to let anyone else play), i still feel quite good about it. must congratulate lawrence house, rags to riches house!! michael house....hmmm............... gd luck to next years house leaders lah, tt's all i can say.

after tt went library to try and study. sad to say didn't do alot today. i ended up sleeping for half an hour without even knowing it. woke up and asked ian "how long have i been sleeping?" and he said "about half an hour". i was bloody stunned!!! but i felt better after tt. read in the papers after tt that Col Noel Cheah, the guest-of-honour for this year's AP is in deep trouble now. bloody commandos screwing up their own reputation. 1st was the logistics problem which saw them kicked out of the best SAF company competition. now a commando trainee died, these guys are fucking themselves up man. SAF supposed to be damn pro, then like so many deaths all of a sudden, haiz....

arnd 4.30 went to exercise with ian. did 3 rounds of circuits which basically is 1.2 km and 75 pushups. didn't do crunches coz track was wet. ian did 5 rounds, and collapsed on the floor after i forced him to do 15 pushups with me. he absolutely collapsed, breathing damn heavily. but at least his eyes were open *phew*. after tt he looked shagged out, but i felt damn good!!!

oh well, like they say, all good things come to an end, and this wonderful thing is ending for me. from stepping into SJI on the 1st day of school, from joining SJI NPCC, to becoming DySI, and then later SI. i've met so many great people, people whom i'm going to have a hard time forgetting, and now graduating as part of the class of 2003. SJI NPCC ex-sec 4s, on graduation dinner must do one last lim zui hoh as a squad, since there will be drinks there, might as well take the opportunity. i know i'll most probably be coming back as CI, but nothing beats being a student in SJI....

Hail Hail Alma Mater
Hail to SJI
We'll hold your banner high with pride
A shield of green and white
We'll fight to keep your glory bright and never shall we fail
Hail to thee our alma mater
HAIL HAIL HAIL!!!

For glory, for honour, for SJI NPCC.
Ora Et. Labora
Pray and Work

I will continue, oh my god, to do all my actions for the love of you.

preparing for Os...

whole week has been spent studying. been studying alot harder than i had before the prelims. thinking abt what score i would find "appropriate" for my Os. I think i'll be happy with a 12. but anywayz, anything i get below 15 is good for me. spent yester-afternoon and this afternoon in the library mugging with ian yappy nad zun chen. to be honest i never worked 3 hours in a row before the prelims. mainly catching up with all the damn homework i've been getting, all past year papers. had chem, phy, both maths, english homework to do. now only left maths and chem, expecting to get alot more papers next week.

today RME period was swapped with reviewing of our SS papers in the LT. jeremy liew today like damn calm today, either he doesn't give a damn whether we pay attention, or he's just really in a good mood today. whole LT was so freaking noisy, had difficulty listening at some parts. after tt malcolm wong went through the SEQs. i fell asleep after question 2, coz tt's the question tt i did. :p after tt, john con came in to promote bears. yes, you heard me right, bears... teddy bears to be exact. 1st he brought the IJ bear, and after a bit of explanation, said tt the IJ bear got "lonely", and he brought out, can you believe it, the SJI bear!!! :p there's a school U one (shorts by the way), the PT kit one (with funny duddy words behind it), and the beany bear version, also in PT kit. the only things is the big bears cost $30 each!!! and they're not that big. the beany bear itself cost $12. oh well, watever the case is, john con is a damn "good" salesman. really funny lah. i also dunno y goh poh kenn came along also. once she entered the room, the whole room went quiet in a few seconds. however, she loses to CF, as when CF enters the room, the room is silent IMMEDIATELY!!! the all amazing powers of the "dark lord" :p

lets see... next week is last week in school for us, and friday is paraliturgy. we'll learnt to fold some weird thingy for paraliturgy, have no idea what it is for yet, but must take a whole load of shots on friday. already bringing camera to school, taking a whole load of shots, hopefully can finish all 36 shots exactly on next friday. study study study, the only thing missing from this equation is sleep!!! damn it... tomorrow going to KAP to meet pang and yappy, study a whole lot more, then after tt go chinatown for chem....life, interesting thing that we have, which is full of ups and downs, full of ins and outs, but it's interesting all the same. mug hard ppl.....then after Os can go out and party!! Cheers.

A maths...of all the subjects to fail!!!

still feeling quite light and bouncy about my prelim results, even though its not one ppl in the upper floor would call "spectacular", but it's quite good for me already. found out last night that i can't do science stream since i failed my A maths. all i need is 1.5 marks to pass, crap man. oh well, in arts stream, choices between econs, lit, geog and history, and since i hate and suck at lit so much, i think i'll do econs, hist and geog for 1st 3 months. but then going to appeal to bro. paul, who MIGHT just let me take science stream since i only failed by 3 marks with a miserable 47!! since from SJI he also might give some chance lah.

today during chinese replacement period, again damn slack lah. without TPL in class is quite quiet, but once she's inside class ah, noise noise noise. cannot get any work done :p keerthi was going around comparing leg hair, measuring ppl's ears and fingers. tt's what you call absolute boredom, bored to the core!!! me also quite bored lah. neo, me and shaun tried pulling zi xin along with his chair. whenever i pull or push his chair, i end up moving instead of him!! during maths lessons today when TEH was going through e maths paper 1, she caught sach talking, and said "i'll minus 1 mark from your paper!!". then sachdev said "that's the problem i minus 2 marks!!" couldn't stop laughing after tt. summore sachdev's voice made it sound damn freaking funny. had the whole class in stiches i tell you. bloody joker.

oh yes, managed to get UGO student leaders scores. all scores are to the best of my memory. Kenny 8, Ben 10, Zhi Hong 11, Nicky 14 (sorry nick for the earlier mistake), Greg 20. hehe, me not last :p i know it sounds quite evil lah. but quite happy because i'm in the lowest class among the 6 of us!! :D majority of my class going either CJC or JI. not bad actually, from SJI to JI. huang was saying tt becoz we did so badly no longer "saint" already, so take away the 'S' :p oh well, must turn up the gas for preparation for me Os. i'm thinking about aiming for 7 pts, then i can minus another 12 pts from my prelim, that would be quite cool actually!!! 31-->19-->7 quite difficult i must say........but worth a shot anyhow. as poon said, when you apply for a job, they don't look at your prelim results but your O level results, so must really mug hard and chiong for this Os. good luck to all sec 4s reading this............Cheers!!!