like tt also can ah?!!?

morning went sji to train jeremy... somehow he always manages to injure himself so that he can't run. and since this obviously isn't official training i can't take any chances and push him too hard lah, so yet again we were left to do stationary PT. initially planned for him to do 3 sets of 30 pushups, 30 dips, 50 crunches and 15 leg raises, and 2 rounds. however due to the circumstances mentioned above, i reverted to more xiong stationary... i.e. 4 sets of 30 pushups, 30 dips, 50 crunches and 15 leg raises. hopefully all this helps lah. should bring a measuring tape next time to measure the diameter of his belly to see if it's going down hahaha. i'm working more on his upper body coz apparently he skips 100 times at home everyday lah, so i'm just taking his word for it, and of course he injured his right leg again lah!!!

after tt went ALL the way to hougang to meet cheryl, huishan and don. never been there by bus before, so i stayed awake all the way with music in my ears, and watching the rain dance past the windows, and sometimes into the windows :p when i got there, after dunno how long, finding the place wasn't so difficult, i mean it was big and it was colourful, how difficult can it be to find such a place hahaha in there i kinda strolled around, exploring the shops. went to CD Rama and bought the matrix reloaded and revolutions soundtracks. haven't heard them yet but they weren't that expensive, guess coz they've been out of a hell long time hahaha was looking for the collaboration between jay-z and linkin park, but couldn't find it. oh well next time maybe...

there i ate a measly 3 dollar fishball noodle soup. here's the catch, i only had noodles... AND 5 FISHBALLS!!! and of course there was soup lah hahaha but it was really quite pathetic... a while later, after some walking around again, got on 165 as the rest headed to a polyclinic for med check up. once on the bus i quickly went all the way to the back... slouched down, and fell asleep. didn't take note wat time i got on the bus, but the bus ride seemed to take like... an hour maybe? tt's my best guess. but it was a good nap anyway hahaha at least i didn't fall off the chair or anything, kudos to the uncle for good driving hahaha

just had a mini-debate with someone... so mafan lah 1st time i did something like tt then turn out like that... haiz... oh well shall eat my dinner to cheer me up. eh wait i don't think that usually works... hmmm... hahaha cheers.

wooo fun fun fun...

met up with some D'03 echo folks today. namely raudah, wendy, kim hock, chun wei and zairul. zairul came later lah joined us for pool at cine, jin kai was supposed to come lah but PS-ed us... he reminds me of me :( oh yes and the friggin' pool factor at marina is closed!!! and i mean closed down!!! there goes my cheap pool games :( so after taking a taxi from the mrt to there, we decided to just take a taxi from there to cine. played for about 3 hours i guess, then headed to PS for dinner.

once we left cine, we saw the guards for istana marching down orchard road lah!!! bloody hell never see before man!! all wearing number 1 uniforms marching down the road with loaded M16 rifles, part of the SAF band, and some MPs with their fancy drill rifles, even doing their fancy drill with the music while marching down the damn street lah!!! kaoz like some mini parade like tt... didn't even know this thing existed lah!!! so we just watched the whole change of guard ceremony as appetizer for our pizza hut dinner. tt's like our squad's once a year dining place now... everytime got outing (which is really not much) we'll just go there to eat hahaha

zairul bloody joker lah, just coz he had pizza hut experience he was acting like a bloody waiter at the place lah. just making the waitresses there plain stressed :p damn funny the way zairul and kim hock paid, a hell lot of coins all thanks to wendy from the pool. there was like piles of them lah... oh and the service charge thing when we suddenly just stopped doing everything so as to make the most out of our money... tt was damn friggin' funny. after that just walked around PS looking at stuff, spent the most time at sports connection and at the music place upstairs. can't remember how to play my immortal sia, so sucky, still need my scores to play the damn thing :(

overall it was great seeing them again lah... even though it was only a small handful, still reminded me of the shit we went through last time, and how CIBTC now is SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO much easier!!!!!! uniform standard lower... no need to do homework... can get 1 star kayaking for FREE... grouped according to areas, so you know all your area mates during CIBTC... haiz life now is so much easier for them lah!!! oh well this is life... get used to it tai, get used to it. anywayz this time my stomach didn't get poked as much as last time, coz raudah didn't have wiwiek to back her up and give her more... courage? hahaha i dunno lah just didn't get poked as much, but i found out how to protect myself against her pokey fingers liao MUAHAHAHAHA

tmr meeting jeremy in school... then probably going out for lunch, got a feeling that something's wrong, but just can't really pinpoint it, after all my judgement on this kind of things aren't exactly very accurate :p oh well!!! jialat starting to sound like shaun hahaha cheers!

who are you?!?!?!

you're my living nightmare... you're the forbidden fruit... you're the one who keeps me awake at nights even though i'm drained out... you're the one who makes me look, who makes me think, who makes me smile, who makes me worry... but yet i don't know you... i don't know you... i don't... what i really need now is a channel to release my energy... but i can't do anything... not at all... and it's all because of you.

the new specs

collected me new specs today... 2 to be exact, coz 2nd one had offer, so just got 2. one is the sturdier one, in case of flying balls that cause great damage that fly into you face, and the 2nd one is half frame, the more uhhh... sensitive one hahaha i look the same in the half frame one lah... just tt it's more rectangular than my previous one. the full frame one is uhhh... thicker lah, more outstanding. will wear the full frame to school, weekends/holz will wear half frame, to ensure that i actually wear both of them and not waste my money in the end hahaha

yesterday met josh in town to buy some things... yah SOME things hahaha then after that went to bang's house for tennis, only played for like 40 minutes, quite sad actually :p but my backhand has improved somehow hahaha after tt just sat in the study lounge and talk talk talk... all the bullshit come out again hahaha then on the bridge across the road met soph, actually reading and walking at the same time... surprised she didn't fall down or something, considering how blur she can be sometimes.

NFSU2 can be damn tiring... racing 3 consecutive 3 lap races in a tight track is rather tiring, but at least it's fun hahaha using an Audi TT now... still waiting for the evo to come out. but at least the TT is better than the supra, in terms of handling. wonder what new things they'd come up with if there was NFSU3 man!!! hahaha but by then i'd probably be running around on tekong, well at least there are weekends... ok suddenly i feel lonely :(

tmr got D'03 echo outing... not much people going, lots of people busy yet again... wonder when the time will come when we ACTUALLY can have a whole squad coming together again... guessing that would take quite a long while. but looking forward to it lah... kinda, got a sense of apprehension, if that's even the right word to use... oh well to another week in singapore before i fly off. cheers!

tiring week...

monday went to NYP for a friendly. there are a few things to note about the NYP vball team... first they're all like 20, second some of them have been playing since primary school. look at our team... we're all 17, and ALL of us have been playing for less than a year... so yes in the end we did get thrashed. the only thing i was happy about was that my digging was slightly better, i guess, and in the last set we played we did manage to overtake them at one point... 10-9 hahaha after tt became 12-12 and onward to thrashing we went.

so all upset with our performance we had a training session on tuesday on our own in school. if you ask me it wasn't very productive lah. just dug with clar, soph and jess for a while, then after tt went to the cave to spike my guts out. after tt met cheryl, shufang, huishan and herge before their judo training, and just followed them around as they went shopping. sorry to shamus for not following the plan... coz i kinda forgot until they left hahaha got home... slopped down... and started playing need for speed 2 underground hahaha

wednesday friendly matches at SPANS, lost again lah... dunno what's wrong with us. get excited only all go hay-wire... cannot do anything rite, but then again coach had the power to totally bully us lah hahaha he could like just press a button and beat the crap out of us whenever he wanted :p in the end did don't know how many pushups lah... but that was the least of my worries. after tt went far east to have chicken rice, then me, mao, soph, wendy and fred went to orchard library so soph could find her resources for her work, and it turned out she had to go to jurong instead hahaha poor girl...

today went to SJI to give mike his 1st class drill trg. just went through the drills with him and helped him spot some flaws. shi wei and jian long helped him by forming a small squad of 3 hahaha not bad lah i think he's fine... even though we had to make a impromptu flagpole which consisted of metal poles combined together, and some scotch tape and masking tape hahaha well at least it served it's purpose in the end, and even though it's a bit too tall... it still works. after tt headed home for lunch and a little bit more NFSU2

at 3 met josh at bedok to go east coast. cycled for 1.5 hours, and practically covered the length of east coast part 3 times within tt time limit... really went quite fast sia. butt was on fire, thighs were... well they've been worst hahaha recces on ubin are good cycling training hahaha only difference is tt we had to cycle half an hour non-stop today just to get from one end to another :p at ubin we gotta stop every other 5 minutes hahaha

tired ah... wanna sleep... but also wanna race... i'm drifting... following the tides of change... tides of evolution... tides of time... tides of whatever that goes by and can never come back... i'm shrivelling into a lump of uncertainty... i need to race... ready steady GO! cheers.