argh i missed it!!!

aye aye aye my blog turned 2 one and a half weeks ago!!! i had a feeling it was around this period, because this was when O levels prelims ended 2 years ago, so i just checked, and realised it was on 27 sept 2003 that i started this blog. my oh my... how things have changed.

2 years of memories in this blog... that's a very long time indeed. somehow i feel as if i've moved in a figure of eight over the past 2 years, just that certain people have joined me in my little figure of eight. and i picked up a few things while going around the track as well. just hope the next 2 years will see me leave this figure of eight. better to go on to a better track than remain on the same one forever yeah? just hope the next track will be better than the currect track, but that all depends on where this current track of mine ends... with me climbing up the ladder, or rolling down the hill.

what's done is done...

shaun was here..!!

it has come down to this...

the line above was typed by good ol' shaun wong btw... he just popped by beside me hahaha anyway yeah i'm outside the library now using the damn cool new computers with philips flat screens!!! damn it just wanna take it home can! 19 inch leh!!! haiz... anywayz they got these swanking new comps just in time for open house tomorrow. the school is kinda quiet now, probably becuase it's friday night and everyone's gone home to rest and make up for the lost energy recently. but i'm determined to study tonight hahaha

anyway tomorrow is cj's 1st ever open house. but somehow i don't think cj really needs an open house. wastage of resources? hahaha i mean cj has 16 affiliated secondary schools, and with RJ and HC not accepting anymore students outside their respective affiliated secondary schools, there should be less space for more students. and just now when i heard that the J2 counsellors planned this a long time ago, i heaved a sigh of relief, mainly becuase of the way the J1 counsellors are doing stuff now, after teachers day and all, and with the number of arrogant buggers working their "magic" among the nicer people inside there.

mug mug mug. my life for the next one month. tomorrow is 8 october. A levels start on 8 november. you do the math

tags...

lizz: it's not my fault you got addicted. i just said it's a nice song hahaha yeah hope the week goes ok...

bang: yah lah yah lah mug mug mug. why don't u just shoot him or something... solve all your problems and rid him of his misery hahaha

xin: hahaha thanks for the timely reminder, of how insignificant our lives are to the whole world and how out of control we are at the same time... and hope you enjoy your holidays :)

mad: ahhh everyone's stress!!! and so is mine obviously hahaha you know you know ;) yeah anyway all you need is adrenaline. lots and lots of adrenaline hahaha hang in there teapot! :)

night study awaits me... bring on the physics!!!

what's done is done...

I HAVE IT!!!

i think i've finally figured out what i have to do in order to save my As. actually this has come a little too late... but i must try my best. now or never. u screw up now u'll never get another chance. shall re-adjust my time table tomorrow. i know it won't be easy, but since when was life easy huh...

lizz: i'm too tired to be high nowadays lah. if only i was high with my studies. i need to love my notes more man...

mad: my teachers are optimistic, just not as optimistic as yours. and yes we all must relieve stress ;) not good to keep it in hahaha

what's done is done...

ahhh forgot abt tags...

yw: haven't seen or heard from you in ages man! surprised u still got my blog add hahaha life's interesting i guess. hope urs is going along fine too.

xin: welcome xin. hope u like it. next time we go out u better wear that shirt man hahaha then i won't be able to call you fat for one night :p

bang: u might think you're andro man, but that doesn't mean i do hahaha btw on a scale of 1 to 10 how much do u wanna kill sk? hahaha

what's done is done...

it's been long... but it's going to get longer...

oh well... it's 2.30 in the morning just as i type this line, which means it's 1st october, so to all you people out there... HAPPY CHILDREN'S DAY!!!! don't care how old you are, as long as there's still a child within you screaming to be let out, you deserve a happy children's day hahaha some lasting words in my memory from sji at graduation from mr lui. he said "never forget the child within you". don't know if it means to any of you readers, but to me, it just really struck a chord. and i'll remember it for the rest of my life. is there still a child within me? i guess so, seeing as how i can do incredibly stupid things at times. but then again i feel that this child is getting covered up gradually. he's getting less and less play time, but then again i guess it's not really entirely up to us how much this little kiddo gets out and enjoys the sun. but just remember he's in there somewhere yah? ;)

ok just pulled of a big piece of dead skin from my right shoulder... so moving along...

i guess my previous entry sounded a little depressing, but that's how i felt i guess. things ain't getting better or easier as i expected, but instead i think they're getting worst. and now bang's got the same problem as me. only thing is his has been compounded by people's big fat mouths, whereas mine is uhhh... kinda unknown? ahhh it's all been just a very interesting experience, and there's more than a couple more in store for me i'm sure.

the end of prelims this time around don't feel like the end of prelims at Os in any way at all. after prelims at Os i was merrily playing basketball with bang, and hardly being able to touch my books. of course occasionally i did lah, but it was nothing compared to now. i'm neck deep in books already, and still i'm not going fast enough. i know i need to go faster, but the human mind as it's limits. something called fatigue tends to set in more easily in the mind than in the body. that being said, my body is wasting away. not been getting alot of exercise nowadays. ran on tuesday and thursday with many and josh though, but what i really wanna do is play vball. even if it means spiking against the wall i'm ok, just get me a damn ball!!! hahaha i say that because the school pe office is always closed in the morning, and the pe teachers all come damn late, and the vball i have at home is not meant to be played on concrete flooring, cause it'll just completely screw up the ball :p

ms fernandez is getting kinda... not so much irritating, but buggy. is like the more she speaks the less we wanna speak up. and she keeps harping on the fact that our class has 50% failures for essay. don't know if she's noticed, but i think doing that doesn't really inspire my class, but rather either leaves us where we are, or pulls us down. negative pressure just simply doesn't work for some people. maybe someone should tell her that...

sometimes i don't understand why some people have to be such busy bodies and know everything about other people's relationships. i mean whether the guy is together with the girl or not, yeah sure you can ask, and if he says yes so be it, and if he says no, SO BE IT! if he says yes, sure it's nice to ask now and then how's things going, but don't bug him for all the details. but when he says no, and somehow the entire world believes it's yes, there's really no need to disturb him about it every second of the day. as if you would have a chance of being with the girl hahaha there are limits to how far a person can be pushed, and that limit is a very fine line, but sad to say some people are either too immature to see it, or they simply don't care.

oh yeah btw if you haven't heard it before, go listen to def leppards have you ever needed someone. really nice song. and yes.

what's done is done...