wake up to study just to get scolded... wtf... people are f-ing tired from studying ok!!!

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status report!

had 2 papers this week... econs and physics. have to say both have gone rather well for me... so basically it's so far so good. the shittiest part is this coming week. materials science on tuesday, and life science on thursday. crap... totally crap.

i spent so much time practicing econs and physics, while life and materials science are like from some other planet, probably pluto (ok so it's scientifically not a planet anymore... but we all know it's really really far away, and that's the point!) while i have to say materials isn't THAT hard, but the fact that there are so many new formalae, and they're running out of symbols to use to represent all the different terms. there's just too many rou and epsilon in my notes, and i have to remember all that crap?!!?!

life science... don't need to say la huh. i'm majoring in MECHANICAL ENGINEERING!!! so biology is involved because...? haiz... the subject code really fits the subject. BS1004. really B.S. man hahaha i remember i really didn't wanna take bio for O levels, because of all the funny names and things we had to remember, and now it's come back to haunt me. oh well... as long as i don't have to da bao it then it's fine.

the 1st semester in school is coming to an end so soon. holy crap man... these 4 years are going to fly by damn quickly. ok maybe not so fast when i'm not staying in hall anymore, because travelling time will probably kill me. shucks...

oh ya! my sister got into a car accident a couple of days ago. can't remember which day exactly... i think it was thursday. well... she didn't so much get INTO the car accident. rather the car accident came onto her hahaha got rammed from the back by a taxi. smashed up my mum's car boot totally, apparently the left rear door couldn't close properly either. luckily no one got hurt. she's just got a stiff neck that's all. ahhh well... will get a new boot and bumper and reverse sensors and exhaust pipes and brake lights and door frame and maybe new rear tires hahaha the weirdest part of the whole thing was, when my sis somehow managed to drive the car the kah motors (which is the HONDA workshop in case some of you don't know), they gave her a TOYOTA altis is a replacement. talk about advertising for your closest rivals. a case of keep your friends close and your enemies closer? hahaha

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this is so weird...

my exams start in 5 days, and where am i? i'm in penang!!! argh!!! so wrong! i should be in my hallroom or in the library buried in some physics equations and econs notes. jiayou for exams... no more Cs on my results slip. but then again... i'm not too happy that i need to worry about these pseudo-cores like life science, when i could be spending more time on my real cores like physics and maths instead...

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dell goes boom...

my laptop's crashed on me. crappy... so i'm in the library now hoping to watch the lectures that i'm lagging behind in. got a rather warm corner though. luckily i've got an external HD, otherwise i'd be cursing and swearing alot more than i am right now. i can't even get into windows. oh well... it was a free laptop. shit happens...

this past month has really been a tough one indeed. nothing much to say about it here i guess. just that life goes on... it's just the inevitable. i just hope i end up more like my grandpa than my grandma. not the way they went, but the reactions after they left us. may god bless them and keep them safe and warm.

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recessssssssssss

it's been a while. due to a number of reasons. life has gone on as usual. the world has had it's ups and downs. well more downs than ups from what i can see. the ups were singapore finally winning another olympics medal i guess. and the paralympians are goooooooooddddddddddddd!!! it just proves that singaporeans can do it, and don't have to rely on imports to help all the time. all we need is belief.

well that was the only up i could think of hahaha downs... lets see... the us economy is crashing big time, more bombs blowing up, chinese milk is screwed up, natural disasters are tearing the world apart. yeah that's basically the summary of it hahaha china is really lucky that the milk scare came after the olympics. just wondering how many people who travelled to china during the olympics period are rushing to the doctors to have their kidneys checked.

quite a bit has happened at home too. my grandma left us 3 sundays ago, my grandpa's not doing too well in hospital now. and i might not be staying here much longer. basically what's going on at home kind of sucks, but it's life and i just have to take it as it comes. can't complain too much because my parents probably have it worst off than me. especially my dad. been living here for over 50 years. yeah i'll miss the place but... what's done can't be undone, by anyone, because of what's been written.

anyway life in hall. life in hall. life in hall. it's been alright i guess. made a few new friends. of course not as many as my roomie since he went for orientation. but it's enough. took part in a couple of IBGs so i'm not a complete ghost in my block anymore at least. will i be staying in hall next school year? nope. not enough points. didn't even start trying hahaha the amount of work that has to be put in which would take up time to study just isn't proportional to the benefits i'd get from the points. so why even bother starting, right?

so many new games coming out, and absolutely no time to play them. uni life is hell. a levels was so freaking easy. mr ho's maths seems easier and easier as each lecture goes by. i miss the company too. hopping from class to class by yourself can be quite miserable sometimes. just meet friends for meals inbetween. say a random hi-bye now and then. 4 years of shit work to come. and all for a piece of paper which might not even say 1st class.

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