just like minesweeper...

i've come to realise that... life is very much like a minesweeper game. there are times when it's so easy and straightforward that you can go through it so quickly without much problems. there can also be times when u're absolutely stuck, and have to take a gamble to find the way out. if it's the right choice, you can go on again. but if it's wrong, you're dead. there are also times when u'd feel so irritated with yourself when the correct route to take was so obvious, but because of a twitch or slip of the finger, you make the wrong choice, and again u're dead. and most obviously if you take too long to make up your mind and keep dawdling over it, time will run out and you'll be dead as well.

all of it has happened to me except the last one, and i hope the last one will, because that will be the ultimate form of stupidity on one's part.

there are choices to be made in every step of life, and i've made this choice...

what's done is done...

stupid nose...

spent most of the day nursing my nose. kept sneezing at irregular intervals, so much so that i couldn't do much work in school. damn it lah waste so much damn time. at least now it's a bit better. but just some updates hahaha

NS!!! i think all the guys in my class have got their letters already. we already have a diver in the name of wee koon. many is so proud of her STEPson hahaha joshua and derek are potential commandos, so that's cool. but we got no air force people. sad. and shawn's most probably going to be a clerk or storeman, since he's PES C due to his back hahaha most of cj guys are going in april. fewer are going in in january. and what about me? well my PES status hasn't even been confirmed yet, much less my enlistment date hahaha my PES D status was only supposed to be valid for 3 months, but it's already been 4 hahaha i guess i'll give them a call if nothing happens by end of As. but for now i have a feeling i'll be going to police... more blue... more PA... haiz...

anywayz some post As plans. go penang, family thing, must learn from my dad. learn to blade. fix my bicycle (punctured tyre for eons). clce around. learn to drive. class chalet. drive a bit (fuel prices going up u know, can't drive THAT much hahaha). tt's all i got for now.

xin: yes xin nice to know that you feel that it's nice to see that you feel nice seeing me and so i'm sure i shall see you seeing me again so that we can both feel nice seeing each other hahaha

py: that line is "never forget the child within you". bro mike said that i think. it's stuck with me lah

lizz: yeah it gets better, but how much better is the bigger question ain't it?

mad: yeah xr's got a scary friendster account. makes me wonder where he meets all those FWALs and camera whores. i think they're kinda "off" mentally hahaha

what's done is done...

early in the morning...

7.40 in the morning... usually i'd be at morning assembly, but now i'm blogging outside the library hahaha well library's not open yet, so i might as well update my blog hahaha lots of J1s running past behind me, coz the bell just rang and they're supposed to be at the quadrangle by 7.40 *duh* hahaha

anyway just read cheryl's blog about the FWALs... go check out her entry, damn bloody funny with all the wORxzz* and mie-s hahaha but it's really all damn funny... people who somehow try to act soooo damn cute on friendster, and end up having their pictures all looking the same. with the big eyes and long fringes over their heads. for the perfect example go to xuan rui's friendster profile, and the 6 girls on the side somehow alll look the same hahaha

been mugging my ass off lately in the library. still don't really like the library, but really there's not many other places to choose from. everywhere else is just too noisy, since the j1s are still having lessons. i think even after they've finished school the school will still be kinda noisy, so i guess it's the library for a few more weeks until the 16 november when it's all over. still got a lot to do... a HELL lot more to do. so oh well...

cheryl: SOBS too hahaha miss school aye? or you just miss me? hahaha

lizz: hey don't tell me u weren't happy at was over as well huh!!! i'm sure u were silently celebrating as well, just that only showed it hahaha and i've never seen anyone throwing a paper plane around in church before, that was an interesting sight. thank amy for me :)

xin: hi xin, i see you're here again hahaha nice to see you here again and i hope to see you here again soon hahaha siao liao :p

what's done is done...

i can't really study now...

i'm on the school computers (the ones with the pentium 4 processor and 17 inch philips LCD screens) again, and i can't study as mentioned above because there are J1s making a hell lot of noise due to the catholic retreat. the drilling and hammering i don't mind. but they're really making alot of noise. blasting music out of the hall when i'm studying outside the teachers' room isn't exactly very good for studying.

the ceiling in the guy's toilet is collapsing. and guess what's above that part... THE GIRLS' TOILET!!! hahaha makes us guys wonder why we don't understand girls :p maybe the girls nowadays are too stressed, so go to the toilet to stomp on the floor or something. but whatever's going on up there, the guys below are being affected. so those of you who live in hdbs, be considerate to the neighbours who live below you hahaha

yes so anyway schools out. graduation was kinda cool. the video montage was nice. and we all got our testimonials, report cards (which isn't exactly good), and graduation collar pins. mr kwee even wrote all of us a little private note. the testimonials were nice. and i really appreciate his private note. it got me thinking most of the way home. and we wrote notes on classmates papers. that i was nice too. i gave everyone a little chicken, and the line i'll never forget from sji graduation. hopefully it works for them too :)

oh yes... and the highlights of the day were of course the wassups! right at the end we locked every one in the class and got all the guys, except jerome, because he was skillfully writing the notes to classmates that we somehow overlooked him. sneaky bugger, never mind we've still got class chalet to have some fun. just hope the chalet floor isn't as hard :p

i'll be missing school life surprisingly... all the friends that i've made over the years. as koon so aptly put it, we've come to the end of our schooling career which began 15 years ago with nursery. 1 year nursery. 2 years kindergarten. 6 years primary school. 4 years secondary school. and 2 years JC. but i guess jc isn't all over yet. in 5 weeks it will be though. REALLY over. damn As... then begins the rest of our life. heard NS changes everyone who goes in. most of the time for the better. never heard of people coming out worst from NS actually. probably because all the sai kang inside there teachs them some humility. hopefully i learn more than that lah hoh? hahaha

what's done is done...

school's out...

14 years of education in the singapore education system starting from nursery has come to an end. i won't really miss the lessons, but i'll miss my friends. shall update more when i've got more energy... like when it's not 1.50 in the morning hahaha

what's done is done...